We wonder why

 So the musical (a very productive production) is over with and with the two or so weeks its been since its ended i have taken any moment i can to sleep and calm down and now maybe a bit more delayed then i would have hoped i am back writing and intend to continue writing. 
Life needs background music. It just plainly makes life so much more meaningful. This realization has occurred to me many a time but this time i have somewhere to voice my interests. Not 3 minutes ago i reached into my lap and pet my rattie Jolly, the tune from the death scene of titanic (nearer my god to thee) with the quartet started to ring across my laptop speakers and i watched as she fell asleep in my hand as i pet her and i thought of how her tumor could end her life at any point and i would be incapable to help her. The combination of music with the memories and nostalgia made me almost cry, not to mention the rain and gloom of outside. I then proceeded to read some of my friends blogs about liking people and taking the leap for it and that of course made me think and of course at that moment under pressure was playing... another fun blog i read was lightened up with some glee. Its positively amazing how music can affect you and your very thoughts, moods, and way of visualizing.

To,well you know who you are, i think you should take the leap and go for it, thats the problem with us is we hide and bottle any emotions towards anyone. We wonder what could happen to our reputation or our image through the eyes of others if we do a certain action and my goodness we all just need to let go and jump, heaven knows i could and i think we all have something keeping us back. Just put on an inspirational song let your hair fly in the wind and jump.............