Nosepads

My aunt is raising a baby squirrel, yes that is right a squirrel. i truly believe it runs in the family to be so comforting towards natures animals because not 5 years ago we were raising our very own Sarah duck. In our basement sink i might add, and she stayed for a almost 4 months. It also has become apparent that if everything works out perfectly i am going to be traveling almost every weekend from about two weeks away until june. I am going to my friends birthday in Long Island, The harry potter premiere with my aunt in boston, to montreal with my aunt, virginia with choraliers, and nyc with my family. i dont have the money for this : / Hence why i am desperately looking for a job! Today i got an interview at Sears just for answering some questions but my goodness do i hate Sears. It was the only place i told myself i would never work, only lowly people work there and i hate it (except that it has lands end in it) and yet here i find myself all interviewed-up for Sears. Joy....

          Theres no tab button, everytime i hit it the cursor just disappears, i think we should strike because now how will all of my carefully placed indents be in the same place! What is this world coming to........ tut tut
           My rattie is very sit, my little jamima is wheezing and can barely breathe and thats on antibiotics, i think we need a nebulizer. Jolly is recovering well from her surgery and i find it hard to believe that a rat who has been sick for a year and has been on medicine can be worse off then a rattie who just got her entire stomach split open and scooped out for tumor and is bouncing around two days after the surgery with no pain meds.... jolly amazes me, if shes not being her usual narcoleptic self she is bouncing.  She was up for about 5 mins today before falling back asleep, the poor dear. 

Ugly word of the day: Narcoleptic
Pretty word of the day: Umbrella


LIVE FROM NEW YORK ITS SATURDAY NIGHT!!!

We wonder why

 So the musical (a very productive production) is over with and with the two or so weeks its been since its ended i have taken any moment i can to sleep and calm down and now maybe a bit more delayed then i would have hoped i am back writing and intend to continue writing. 
Life needs background music. It just plainly makes life so much more meaningful. This realization has occurred to me many a time but this time i have somewhere to voice my interests. Not 3 minutes ago i reached into my lap and pet my rattie Jolly, the tune from the death scene of titanic (nearer my god to thee) with the quartet started to ring across my laptop speakers and i watched as she fell asleep in my hand as i pet her and i thought of how her tumor could end her life at any point and i would be incapable to help her. The combination of music with the memories and nostalgia made me almost cry, not to mention the rain and gloom of outside. I then proceeded to read some of my friends blogs about liking people and taking the leap for it and that of course made me think and of course at that moment under pressure was playing... another fun blog i read was lightened up with some glee. Its positively amazing how music can affect you and your very thoughts, moods, and way of visualizing.

To,well you know who you are, i think you should take the leap and go for it, thats the problem with us is we hide and bottle any emotions towards anyone. We wonder what could happen to our reputation or our image through the eyes of others if we do a certain action and my goodness we all just need to let go and jump, heaven knows i could and i think we all have something keeping us back. Just put on an inspirational song let your hair fly in the wind and jump.............